The company publicly said they were not taking furlough money

I am a junior media buyer and I am not the only one in this position and I am scared and afraid as I type this.

During covid-19 myself and my colleagues at a similar level as me were told to sign NDAs, keep our out of offices on and continue to work for our clients.

The company made us swear to stay silent as they had publicly said they were not taking furlough money.

This was driven by a senior female leader in the global business.

I am worried, afraid and scared of losing my job.

I do not know who to turn to.